There are so many feeling going through my mind today, but the one I feel most concerned about is being busy. I just don’t know where to start. I wake up busy and go to sleep busy. When will I have some time to myself? It is hard to maintain a busy schedule. Every time I try to plan stuff out, it works out, but I end up not taking care of myself. I feel like time goes by so quickly.
I feel excited. Today, I get to go up to Chalon and meet the girls from a sorority which is recruiting new girls, and I want to be one of the few they pick. I feel nervous as well because I don’t know what to expect. I feel happy that I’m actually going to try something new. But then this activity also adds on to my to-do list, which leads me to be busier.
Today I feel cold.I literally feel cold because the temperature is cold. I need to wear more clothing in order for me not feel cold again. I don’t feel good about wearing a lot of clothes because then I feel heavy and I don’t like that feeling. Therefore, I need to suffer and choose one or the other because things can’t always seem to go my way.
Today I feel tired. I haven’t had a good rest and I need it. I worked this weekend for eight hours and all I did at work was stand up. I got home and I went straight to doing my homework. I feel my body yearning for sleep and relaxation.
Today I feel like working out. I made a bet with three of my friends of who could loose twenty pounds the fastest would end up winning twenty dollars. Therefore I feel like I should start working on that. I ate a lot of junk food this weekend, and I feel like I should work harder than ever trying to loose those pounds a.s.a.p.
The feeling that I have everyday day with me is the feeling of love. There are many kinds of love feelings, but the one I’m feeling the most is the kind of love I receive and give to my significant other, Jimmy. Everyday I wake up to hear his voice that tells me “good morning.” He calls me in the morning and acts like my alarm, and thanks to him I wake up. Love is a passionate feeling, and I’m happy that I feel this way. I love the fact that I feel cared for when I’m with him. At the end of my day if I had to describe in word how I felt, I would say love.
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While reading your blog I get alittle confused. I understand that you feel overwhelmed and I thought that is what I was going to read about, but then you switch your feeling into something else. I guess being in college makes you feel all over the place because that is how I feel too. It's good. Just next time try to say that you are going to feel more then "busy" because in your introduction I thought I was going to read about that.
I understand what you feel. Sometimes I just feel really busy and that i long for sleep, but I know that I have to keep moving. Keeping yourself busy is a positive thing and in the end all your hard work will pay off.
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